Sometimes you just don't know.

I've been at home the entire day. Tried my luck sending some resumes in a couple of reputable companies. I hope I won't soon end up settling for some mediocre job.

I have come to realize that most of the time we pretend to know where we are heading. We always try to reassure ourselves that we like the path that we choose because we decided to take that first step.

But there will be times, like where I am now, wherein you just don't know where the path leads to. Believe me it's scary, but to be scared and not do anything about things is scarier. I want to believe that there are good things destined for everyone. It is scary to take that leap of faith and say I'm going to do this and control my life. I guess the first step is to grasp the idea that we don't have control of what is to come. We don't know where we will end up nor have a clear vision on where we are heading. We do know one thing and that is to take that first step forward.

Sometimes you just don't know. It's not better but it's reality. We just have to face it.