So I'll be attending this event of a friend of mine tomorrow. I need to get out of this house. Whenever I'm this active in my online accounts I am that insane (or about to be).

I'm not sure if I am really looking forward to seeing all those people. I mean we'll have some good laughs and bunch of drinks. Might be able to meet new people in the shindig. However no one will be to notice how terrible I have become for the past weeks. Perhaps I too can't tell if they are hurting. We might end up hurting each other if we say something inappropriate.

So yeah, I'll be there "partying" so to speak. I hope tomorrow there's something different. I need to get out more often.