I don't know how to say this nor explain what I'm going through. I just know that I am an emotional wreck right now.

I feel indifferent - not happy nor sad. I'm not contented because I know something's missing. I don't look for it (whatever it is) nor do I think it's important to search for to begin with.

I sit still watching hours flew by in seconds. I drown myself with music and movies hoping that it'll define the emotion within me. So far I haven't gotten any answers yet.

This feeling of indifference is scary. It's seemingly numbing.

What will happen next?