Today I will change myself.
Unsure if it's for the better but I know it's a step in the right direction. I told a friend that I was flirting with this guy I met at work. We don't actually know each other, just a random guy who got my number from a friend of a friend. I am not romantically involved or whatsoever. I prefer the term "killing each other's boredom" hence flirty texts and incident proposals are okay. Right?
Okay, so he has a girlfriend - whatever - who has trust issues (for obvious reasons), and now I'm ruining it for her like some random girl who ruined things for me in my previous relationship. That right there is a cycle of deceit among women. But we tolerate it, I tolerate it. That is why I am hooking up with this guy right now.
A step in the right direction - still trying to swallow my pride for being the other woman but whatever. I just bought a five inch heel and I have a place to wear them.